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The Weight of Forever: Secrets Held in the Immortal's Diary.

This is an interpretation of a diary of an immortal man. In this timeless diary of that person, the pages echo with the weight of endless memories, spanning civilizations, witnessing the rise and fall of nations. As centuries pass, the diary becomes a refuge- a repository of emotions rarely shared in a boundless time trapped in his own eternal isolation. Through it all the diary remains an eternal witness of the sheer human will as he travels through the eons. Statue of a figure in a glass box. 12th year: This year I'm sure I'll join the school volleyball team. They have to take me in. I have defeated Jim in the monthly volleyball tournament. Also, Olivia is a mean little girl. Why does she have to punch me for proposing to her? She is not that pretty anyway. At least I can play on my console all night today cause Mom's at her cousin's. I would definitely finish that ice cream in the fridge, all by myself. 17th year: Next year, I'll be 18. I will ...

Into the Abyss of 'The Little Life': Unearthing Profound Pain, Healing, and the Search for Meaning

10 Minutes read. A Picture of Jude from "a Little Life" by Hanya Yanagihara. This is a story of an man who is deformed both physically and mentally. Through the moments of vulnerability and heartache, the story embraces the resilience of the human soul, forging bonds that transcend the darkest depths of despair. All he has are his four friends who support and care for him. This is my review of a masterpiece. I may not be able to do justice to this book but I'll try my best. Beware, This post will contain heavy spoilers for the book, "a Little life" by Hanya Yanagihara. Trigger warnings: Child Abuse and Child Hood trauma, Self harm and self destructive behavior, Sexual abuse and assault, Mental health Issues, Suicidal themes, Graphic violence, Drug and alcohol abuse, Sexual content, Terminal and Chronic illness, Emotional and Psychological trauma. This story consists of a number of characters. The main characters are, Jude St. Francis, William Ragnarsson, Jean...

Captive to Yearning: The Multifaceted Journey of Nostalgia, Regret, and Embracing the Future.

Often times we find ourselves in captivity of certain emotions, be it love, despair, anguish or simply hatred. We may find it hard to let go of those emotions, which eventually get bottled up and lead to unsavory circumstances. This blog post is meant to reflect some of my experiences and how I dealt with those emotions. Nostalgia: The act of reminiscing one's past while trying to relive those memories in consciousness is known as nostalgia. We all get nostalgic once in a while. It is a bittersweet emotion. Let me share one of my silly nostalgic experience with you. So I love Minecraft. Yes the game. We had online classes during covid and I was at least playing 12 hours a day. I used to play it with my friends on a world we've created together. I was way too much invested into it. Then something bad happened. My laptop's battery fried up. It was so devastating for me back then that I was literally broken. I was working on a mega-project in-game back then when it happened. I...

My journey of preparing for NEET.

This post is about my experiences and hardships I went through my journey of preparing for neet. I would agree, my life wasn't really that hard. I would even go as far to say that some part of me enjoyed it. I mean, I had friends with whom I had a lot of fun with. Lets divide this post into 3 sections: 1) 1st year. 2) 2nd year. 3) Post-neet. 1st year: My great NEET preparation journey begins. I remember my first day of coaching crystal clear. All I was carrying with me was a bag with 3 notebooks, some modules and my trusty nokia button phone. I was one of the first to arrive at the class, so I was playing Tetris on my nokia. Yay epic gaming moment. Then comes a person who I don't recognize at that moment, because obviously everyone were new to me. I didn't bother to ask his name and he didn't either. Then we had our introductions in class. I felt warm and welcomed by my classmates. I didn't really like our campus, it was very old and god forbid anyone from talki...

Monsoon.

I definitely would say that summer has my eternal hatred among all other seasons, but my second least favorite season is monsoon. There are no special monsoon rain activities. I feel really grateful to spend this time of monsoon at home because I really hate going out and getting wet. I remember one of my nostalgic monsoon memories was that last year at this time the weather was clear and sky was beautiful. Here's a pic of that: Its weird how time works. Everything constantly changes. I remember this quote from my all time favorite sitcom, "Bing Bang Theory". "Sheldon cooper: In an ever-changing world it is a single point of consistency. If my life were expressed as a function on a 4-space|four-dimensional Cartesian coordinate system, that spot, at the moment I first sat on it, would be (0,0,0,0)." He was just referring to his couch. Although I am not terrified of change, I would still like a few things to never change which I would not disclose here for obvi...

Reality strikes.

Well I apologize for not writing for so long. I promise to be regular from now. I will make a blog once a week for sure. Coming to neet. Well I scored about 550/720 with a AIR of 64000 and SR of about 1126. Its exactly what I expected but not I hoped for. Things are different after neet. A lot different than I imagined it to be. Despite of me scoring a average mark in neet, I am eligible for going to a med school in my state. Well its not aiims but I ain't got much of a choice. Well its not that forced too. Its okish. I convince myself by saying I got different goals. I'll live. Now I don't really want to talk about my college choices because i think its too soon. So lets talk about other stuff going in my life right now. 1) I joined gym. Its good. I am getting fit. I hate the dieting part. I promise i am not working out for getting girls.I am doing it for myself. I deserve it. 2) Eternal boredom. I'm always bored. my passion for books diminished a bit. Am re-watching ...