The start of the grind.

It starts today. My Neet prep.

The long and hard grind stretched over a period of 36 days.

My procrastination is my biggest enemy.

I promise that from today, only entertainment I'll be getting is either learning how to type or reading a novel.

I'll stop watching YouTube and basically any other social media.

I'll try my best.

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Monsoon.

I definitely would say that summer has my eternal hatred among all other seasons, but my second least favorite season is monsoon. There are no special monsoon rain activities. I feel really grateful to spend this time of monsoon at home because I really hate going out and getting wet. I remember one of my nostalgic monsoon memories was that last year at this time the weather was clear and sky was beautiful. Here's a pic of that: Its weird how time works. Everything constantly changes. I remember this quote from my all time favorite sitcom, "Bing Bang Theory". "Sheldon cooper: In an ever-changing world it is a single point of consistency. If my life were expressed as a function on a 4-space|four-dimensional Cartesian coordinate system, that spot, at the moment I first sat on it, would be (0,0,0,0)." He was just referring to his couch. Although I am not terrified of change, I would still like a few things to never change which I would not disclose here for obvi...

Captive to Yearning: The Multifaceted Journey of Nostalgia, Regret, and Embracing the Future.

Often times we find ourselves in captivity of certain emotions, be it love, despair, anguish or simply hatred. We may find it hard to let go of those emotions, which eventually get bottled up and lead to unsavory circumstances. This blog post is meant to reflect some of my experiences and how I dealt with those emotions. Nostalgia: The act of reminiscing one's past while trying to relive those memories in consciousness is known as nostalgia. We all get nostalgic once in a while. It is a bittersweet emotion. Let me share one of my silly nostalgic experience with you. So I love Minecraft. Yes the game. We had online classes during covid and I was at least playing 12 hours a day. I used to play it with my friends on a world we've created together. I was way too much invested into it. Then something bad happened. My laptop's battery fried up. It was so devastating for me back then that I was literally broken. I was working on a mega-project in-game back then when it happened. I...

Reality strikes.

Well I apologize for not writing for so long. I promise to be regular from now. I will make a blog once a week for sure. Coming to neet. Well I scored about 550/720 with a AIR of 64000 and SR of about 1126. Its exactly what I expected but not I hoped for. Things are different after neet. A lot different than I imagined it to be. Despite of me scoring a average mark in neet, I am eligible for going to a med school in my state. Well its not aiims but I ain't got much of a choice. Well its not that forced too. Its okish. I convince myself by saying I got different goals. I'll live. Now I don't really want to talk about my college choices because i think its too soon. So lets talk about other stuff going in my life right now. 1) I joined gym. Its good. I am getting fit. I hate the dieting part. I promise i am not working out for getting girls.I am doing it for myself. I deserve it. 2) Eternal boredom. I'm always bored. my passion for books diminished a bit. Am re-watching ...

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